Uneasiness
I wonder why I have so many “ticks”. Like why is it that for about 30 minutes before I give someone a thank you gift I get nervous as hell, my heart starts to race, my mouth becomes dry and my legs won’t stop shaking/moving/twitching/whatever the hell you wanna call it. Once I give it I clam up and become very insecure like I’m doing something wrong and then there’s this wave of relief once they accept the gift and like it. Does this happen to anyone else? Am I the only one who over thinks, over analyzes this sort of thing? Even after I give it for at least 15 minutes I start to worry. Did I give too much? Did I give too little? Should I have given X instead of Y? Was the timing inappropriate?
Well it turns out two of those fears were right. I bought waaaaay too much food. I figured for 9 people (10 if they invited me to join, which they did…they are so nice! :D) 3 entrees, two appetizers, chow mein and fried rice would be perfect. I pick up the food and it’s in a large box!! I knew they gave a lot, but oh my God! The second thing is that turns out that I traded my lunch period for nothing. They said their lunch was at noon, but at 12:30 there were still 2 clients there. Oh well... On the bright side I was able to take some more pictures! I’ll be taking the rest after work since I wasn’t able to take any of Arnold or John. I just realized something. I STILL don’t know the guy’s name! I’ll have to get that too. XD
A comment about what Pa-lua put in the tagboard. I shouldn’t generalize since I hate when people generalize about me, HOWEVER I wasn’t kidding about the ratio of cool Asians I’ve met. I even included the ones from SnS and here and it STILL only came out to that. It’s extremely sad and pathetic considering most of you guys live so far away I’ll never meet you anyways. I also noticed that what Pa-lua said is very true too. The Koreans I have spoken with are very specific that it’s not that I’m with someone who’s white, it’s the fact I’m not with another Korean. When they find out about the no kids ever thing that just freaks them out even more, like I just shot them in the leg or something. Do I know that not all Asians are bad? Of course. The question still stands though. Why do I keep running into them? Did I do something in a past life that’s come back to bite me in the butt?
@Kuri: I love your last reason as to why the sudden mood change. I doubt that’s why, but I just love it! XD hehehe
@kkama67: Very true, but it seems to some Asians it does...and I'm with the wrong one. <_<
Of course! Or at least it happens to me, too. ^-^
Too much food = good food later. ;D Find out his name! What's wrong with you? Cat got your tongue? XD Hehehe.
Ai-yai-yai-yai...I understand the feeling. I don't like generalizations, either, but they seem to insert themselves in my life all the time. =P
» Silver-dot- on 2006-11-03 10:10:29
I finally got his name, but not because he told me. Arnold did. I felt embarassed, but no one introduced us! XD Oh well. I'm hoping to have the blog ready to be put up Monday-Wednesday depending on how well my lame Photoshop skills can take me. XD
» Katrina on 2006-11-03 10:22:47
I do believe he was... I always like to ask people if their parents ever taught them that pissing on buildings was wrong.
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